We are 2-5 in one run games, and lost another in extra innings. Our run differential is -3. The other 4-9 team, Plum, has a run differential of -58. I’ve played on bad teams before and this team doesn’t feel like it should be this bad. We have too much pitching. All our games are really close. But we are finding ways to lose. We’re making stupid mistakes, untimely errors, and aren’t making productive outs when we need them. Our shortstop got hurt during the offseason, and we haven’t found an answer.
We had bases loaded with zero outs today, and didn’t score. The runner on third got a terrible jump on a hard hit grounder to short, and was thrown out at home. The next batter K’d after fake-bunting for some reason, and then we had a runner picked of second on a spin move with a full count with one of our best hitters up.
We’ve had runners thrown out at home in the last inning when we were trailing by five only to eventually have the tying run at the plate with two outs. We’ve had bad calls go against us, but so has everyone. We have been stupid aggressive in situations when we need to be smart, and passive when we need to try to force the issue or make a play on defense. We don’t get bunts down. We don’t steal enough, but then we try to steal third with nobody out and get caught, or try to go first to third and get thrown out. These things keep happening and they continue to decide games for us. I guess this is who we are now.
These are mistakes that don’t happen much in general, but when they have happened they’ve killed us. Those are the things we can control. It’s really wild. Some of it is luck. We’re playing like 80% great baseball, but instead of just shitting the bed in 20% of our games, we’re fucking up 20% of all our games and losing by very little, very often.
What sucks is that we are getting great starting pitching, and good hitting. But we can’t get out of our own way. Our record has overshadowed some great individual performances.
We have eleven games left, and our goal should be to stay out of the 9 vs 8 play-in game. This is an attainable goal, especially for a team with our staff. I’m optimistic we can get it figured out and make another deep run, but it feels like were just fucking stuck right now.
The Ducks next game is Tuesday at home at 8:30 vs the Devils.